Thursday, April 23, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

LALA(: HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO ME!
WELL, I FIGURED THE OTHER POST BEFORE WAS VERY MEAN AND HARSH SO I DELETED IT
ANYWAY...
HAHA
(:
TODAY HAD SUCH A GREAT TIME!
LIKE PLAYED BADMINTON WITH JIAMIN, JULIA AND RENE(:
IT WAS SO HILIARIOUS!
HAHAH
BUT THE REST OF THE DAY WAS KINDA BORING..
TOTALLY SLEPT DURING HISTORY CLASS
(:

HAHA
CANT WAIT FOR TMR WHEN EVERYONE IS COMING TO EAT SAKAE SUSHI WITH ME!
WHOEVER COMES IN A DRESS WOULD GET A SURPRISE FROM ME!
HAHA
(:
BYEBYE

Friday, April 17, 2009

my birthday is coming!

yay! 5 more days to my birthday!
got a few present already
well, first and foremost is my camera with the printer! haha(:
tho i had to pay for my own printer! i guess it was all worth it
then after that got a new phone which is so cute
tho it is like my christmas present
sad):
like now ne whole year without presents already):
but im low on money
like super
cos of my birthday party (: a treat for all my friends and the uk trip!
got to use my pwn money for my own expenses):
gonna be very costly
so this year more or less super broke
later going to get birhtday present from the children
like i want a new speaker, new mouse and SHOPAHOLIC ABROAD! yayness(:
btw, i just finished confessions of a shopaholic!
haha
damn nice ok!
tho it is different from the movie but way better!
gonna read can you keep a secret next!
also by sophie kinsella
tho the sad thing is that i totally lost the undomestic goddes book!
it like vanished into thin air
and soon, im gonna complete my whole collection of sophie kinsella!
still got i think about 3 books left!
yippy!
later might be getting jiamin her bdae present cos alredy not much time
next whole week end would be pretty busy with work and everything
can u imagine
i just ended my wonderful holidays and now right after that got mid year!
hai..
but i think it would be more stressful for the sec 4s because then olevels would be getting nearer and nearer
sad...
i also kind feel the pressure
bit by bit
it is like yesterday i just became a sec two
and now im already half a sec two!
oh man!
then next year sec 3 then sec 4
then the big paper!
wellwell,
things to look forward for after this nighmare would be my trip to uk!
haha
(:
i so wanna go
but i cant imagine what would happen at the airport
is it like gonna be in those dramas where they all break down and cry or is it gonna be
oh ok you are going bye bye
haha
(:
kinda excited
now cant really focus on work




lalallal
oh man
i wannna read confessioons of a shopaholic again!
it is like so nice!
some thing you would never forget
like all the other books i read like
shopaholic ties the knot!
haha
(:
oh now im thinking of putting up a shopaholic sections!

ok gonna get start on that
bye!

Friday, April 10, 2009

fairness

nothing is fair in the world
in terms of everything
the amount of love u get at home
the treament between ur siblings
the number of things you get
the people that love you
sometimes i just want to say let it go!
for my sake
cos it is so not fair for me
i have been through the same thing as you but you got it!
damn you!
u understand!
but i am a kind person
i don't do this to people
but sometimes if you really take it too far
you seriously piss me off
and recently i have been doubting this relationship we have
what is it that we are forever together
just quit it!
you know everything i did was for you but think about it
what have you done for me
tell me one thing and i would forgive you
there was not once that you did anything
all you thought was because of you and yourself
sometimes i just play along with the game thinking that you would get over that period of time and then go back to ur orginal self
but no
i am wrong
you are just getting from bad to worse
don't mind me ignoring you
because if i don't, i would be just hurting the both of us
i hope you seriously understand and get it in your HEAD!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

the week

hellohello(:
back to posting again
though it wont be very consistent cos got the mid years coming up
so... just to share about my week...

MY MOM GOT MARRIED TO UNCLE ADRIAN!
haha
it was so fun that saturday
like it has been a long time since i wore a dress
and it was beautiful
anyway,
yeema and maki came down from australia and japan
damn cool
but then the whole week have been entertaining them
like no time to do hmwk
no time to sleep
no time to do much stuff
and i have really been sleeping in the classroom
seriously! i mean mid year is coming
then im couped up with everything
it is just very tiring
but the thing is that i had sort of gotten closer to my cousins
being the only girl among the cousins, i dont really socialise with them
but i think things have changed
for the fact that i am in a mix school and that hanging out with boys is kinda fun(:
haha

all that aside,
today had cross country
i totally hate myself
i like totally gave up at the end
i am so not meant to
i really dun noe what had gotten to me that time
so went home limping
hai...

ohohoh!
the biggest news!
im going to the uk!
haha
right after exams
im packing up and going!
yippy!
first time going there
but you know kw is crazzy
he asked me to buy donuts for him
it is like is that even legal!
haha
(:
im sure it is gonna be fun

ok..
nothing more
still preparing very hard for mid years

btw, 6 is my lucky number!
yippy!!!
ILY

Monday, March 9, 2009

I LOVE YOU

heyhey
this week jsut astarted
haven been doing much
just that
i just want to congulate her
she is getting married soon!
hahah
she deserves that man
the whole year she has been waiting
congratulations!
you rmb that you still have me to count on
anything wrong with him, if he makes you upset
i will punch the hell out of him for you ok?
(:
teehees

but on the other hand
im just sitting on my chair crying
till im going to the extend of hating myself soon...
terrible things would happen
hai...
i just want to say;" i love you"
results coming out soon
goodbye vball
goodbye com
goodbye phone
goodbye freedom
hai....

today had interview for the exchange programme
total screw up man
i just sprouted nonsense...

sports day also coming soon
just wanna prove myself to him
but i wonder if he would ever see me...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

my faith in him

it just struck to me...
that my faith in god is not at all strong
not at all
not just to say strong but i dun even think i have any faith in him at all
maybe you may say that im just a sunday goer.
and im begining to question myself
you see,
currently in my new room, there is a like my step in cupboard and there is this thing about a girl
which scares the shit out of me
and when i sleep,
im scared
well, my thing is that im super scared if the dark
i cant stand it
and i feel very insecure
i pray very hard at night
very hard
but i just dont feel his presence.
i gotta find some one to help me
but who can i go to?
one more night to go
then another
day by day
im sleeping in fear
i just need to have faith in him
how can the twins have so much faith in him
when they dun come from a christian family
and when i come from a catholic family, i have so little faith
HELP!

how can i love him if i dun even love god
ironic isntit?

i wanna help...

Thursday, February 26, 2009

out of uniform

184 i think
HELLO!
SUPER HIGH SO GONNA USED CAPITALS!!!!!!

SO YESTERDAY JUST MOVED INTO NOVENA
I WAS LIKE "IM GOING HOME"
THEN SHE WAS "LIKE IM GOING TO MERA"
THEN I WAS LIKE "SO IM GOING HOME TO NOVENA"

SO THINGS WERE PRETTY CONFUSING...
WELL, FIRST NIGHT SPENT AT HOME IS LIKE FREEZING!!!!!
THEN WORK UP JUST TO FIND I HAD NO UNIFORM!
HAHA MY BROTHER HAD NO UNIFORM AND UNDERWEAR. HE WORE THE SAME UNDERWEAR FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT!
HAHAHA!

SO THINGS ARE PRETTY MUCH ORGANISED JUST HAVE TO NEATEN UP
IF SOMEBODY IS TO COME TO MY HOUSE THEY WOULD GO
"OMG! WHAT IN THE WORLD HAS HAPPENED?
HAHA
BUT I LOVE THE TOILET
AND WHEN I WOKE UP
I FELT LIKE I WAS IN ANOTHER COUNTRY
COOL RIGHT!

SO THINGS THIS WEEK WERE PRETTY MUCH CRAZY
FIRST PPL WERE LIKE CRYING
HAVING TIFFTS WITH EACH OTHER
WHICH I THINK IS SUPER UNNECESSARY
BUT WHAT DO YOU EXPECT!
GIRLS ARE GIRLS
EVEN I GOT INVOLVED
SOME REASON OR ANOTHER

THEN HAD HISTORY PROJECT WHICH WAS DONE BY A SINGLE MAN INSTEAD OF FOUR MEN
WHICH ON DID HELP
COS OF THE TIFFS
IRIS WAS UNDERSTANDING
JUST ONE FAILED TO DO THAT
SHE EVEN REARRANGED MY WORK
IT IS LIKE " NO WAY!"
BUT SHE JUST HAS TO SEE THIS
AND SHE HAS GOT TO UNDERSTAND!

WELL, IT IS MY FAULT
THAT I CREATED A GROUP OF US
IT IS MY FAULT
THAT I BETRAYED DIANRONG
IT IS MY FAULT
THAT I TOTALLY REGRET THIS!

WELL, LEAVING THAT ASIDE..
THIS WEEK ALSO HAD SPORTS HEATS
SHERLENE, KAIZEN AND I WERE LIKE ALL RUNNING THE SAME EVENTS EXCEPT FOR SHERLENE
SHE DID NOT RUN 400M
SO,
100M I GOT 2ND
200M I GOT 3RD
400M I GOT 2ND
OBVIOUSLY KAIZEN GOT FIRST BUT IM ON THE WAY THERE!

LALALA
NOTHING MUCH
GOTTA FINISH UP TUITION HMWK!
HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED

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My name is SADGIRLBECKY. welcome to my blog :D

Oh yes. i love all my friends. and not forgetting my teammates.
they are loved so much. haha. i do not have a lesbo partner. believe?
i detest drug taking and smoking. thats cause they will ruin my poor healthy lungs and body.
and i do not want to have bad health when im old. i did rather be a cheery and funny old grandmother
hoho. i love birthdays,new year and christmas the most. hahaha. volleyball and artistic gymnastic is my game.

Dreams Of Having

The Clue Collector
Brown Sugar Chilvaries
Detective Conan
Ripples Slippers

BOOKWORMS

SOPHIE KINSELLA
Confessions of a Shopaholic
Shopaholic Ties the Knot
Shopaholic and Sister
Shopaholic and baby
Can You Keep A Secret
Remember Me
The Undomestic Godess
CECELIA AHERN
If You Could See Me Now
A Place Called HERE
P.S. I LOVE YOU
Where Rainbows End

Drama

JAPANESE-
CURRENTLY WATCHING:
NIL...
1 Litre of Tears
14 Sai no Haha
Absolute Boyfriend(Zettai Kareshi)
Ace wo Nerae
Beautiful Life
Binbo Danshi
Boku Dake no Madonna
Boku to Kanojo no XXX
Boku wa Imouto ni Koi wo Suru
Code Blue
Death Note
Death Note 2: The Last Name
Death Note 3: L Change The World
Detective Conan
Detective Conan 2
First Kiss
Ganbatte Ikimasshoi
Gokusen
Gokusen 2
Great Teacher Onizuka
Hana Kimi
Hana Yori Dango
Hana Yori Dango Season 2
Hana Yori Dango Final The Movie
Iguana no Musume
Kimi wa Petto
Koizora(Sky of Love)
Kurosagi
LIFE
Maid in Akihabara
Nana
Nobuta wo Produce
Nurse Aoi
Papa No Musume No Nanokakan
Pink no Idenshi
Proposal Daisakusen
The Black Swidler
Sapuri
Seigi no Mikata
Stand up!
Yukan Club

TAWAINESE-
CURRENTLY WATCHING-
To Get Her currently on tv channel u every sat 930-11pm
A Game About Love
Brown Sugar Macchiato
Bump Off Lover
Devil Beside You
Hana Kimi
It Started With A Kiss
It Started With A Kiss 2
Ko One
Love Contract
Meteor Garden
Meteor Garden 2
Miss No Good
My MVP Valentine
Rolling Love
Romantic Princess
The Clue Collector
The Legend Of Brown Sugar Chivalries
Tokyo Juliet
Why Why Love
Ying Ye 3+1
X-Family

RECOMMENDED BY KOKWENG:
ENGINE

DRAMA'S OWNED:
CODE BLUE
HANAKIMI(TAWAIN)(MISSING THE LAST SET!)
HANA YORI DANGO
HANA YORI DANGO SEASON 2
HANA YORI DANGO FINAL
ROMANTIC PRINCESS
THE BLACK SWIDLER
DEATH NOTE
DEATH NOTE 2
DEATH NOTE: L CHANGE THE WORLD
PRINCESS PRINCESS D
THE X FAMILY
WAR OF IN LAWS(olden days)
WAR OF IN LAWS TWO (modern days)

Tomodachi

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1d eng
6f
alena
alieen
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bbpc yf
bbpc yf forum
berlin
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cherida
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fiona
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issac
iris and belinda
jiamin
jiaminsch
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jingyi
jeanie
julia
juliasch
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kojak
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rene
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shunjun
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shiyuansch
sherman
sherlene
samuel
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YenYi
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yingjiesch
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THE PAST

trace of the memories

: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
: my birthday is coming!
: fairness
: the week
: I LOVE YOU
: my faith in him
: out of uniform
: back in a million years
: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYUAN!
: saturday

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